apple time
goodbie PC.
you have been good to me. I will see you now and then...but our relationship is predominately over....i hope you are not bitter.
yeah...im an apple computer owner.
anyways...
to speak on my life briefly (no doubt ive put you few dedicated readers on hold for long enough)...ive never been so emotionally strung out.
since getting back together with jenny...my mental state has been quite the rollercoaster....the highs that can be categorized with the best of moments, juxtaposed with the lowest moments i think ive ever felt.
and i also lost all my classes, and must do late registration.....
so that fucking sucks...
i feel like my life somehow turned into drama....of which im not a fan of.....
ive learned...or learning rather, to accept the fact that people are people....and i dont live in a fantasy world or a movie.....no one is filming me to watch later for entertainment...
i realized this a lot as i finished watching Peter Pan (the new adaptation in theaters).....the the movie is spectacular....but my realization was depressing....and i will continue to deal with this....and will try to be myself when dealing with life........this is not to say movies dont have a shit load of influence on who i am......because i can never get rid of that.
ive also had to trust jenny a lot more than i have ever trusted anyone......because if i dont, i will be miserable...its weird....and it sucks....
but more so than that....i have to trust God.....but thats always been the case.
and all this dramatic tension is a kind i thought i would never experience....but it doesn't pan out like a movie or television series......and i deal
music seems to make too much sense....atleast the lyric/poetry part......to where im sick of it, but cant get enough....
im happy in general, but its time to get my shit together....
as always....
i may come off as a loser....but i dont care.
