death of this
I'm through trying to revive this...not that I was trying that hard.
After last month, this blog has been in play for 5 years. 5 "amazing" years in which a many of things have taken place, the first of which was the process of becoming an adult. I imagine scanning through the posts you will find there was some sort of growth through strife...but then again maybe there was nothing discernible at all. But trust me, stuff changed.
So on this the week, the week of my 1 year anniversary working a regular job here in San Antonio, TX, I formally give up on posting lame diatribes about my problems and anxieties or "critical" thoughts on entertainment...or even those few posts that delve into philosophical thought and come out looking fairly fuckable.
Perhaps some member of my dynasty will find this interesting in 20 years or so. Or maybe the server will burn down, and it will all be lost forever.
Honestly who cares?
Not saying I won't be back. I'm sure there's a day on the horizon that will bring the lame poet inside me out to play, and my tears and wounds will need to be sedated through the majesty of word/text.