i am movie

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paul was indiana jones - raiders
carlos was apocalypse now
and jenny was the godfather....

peter banning

katy is just getting creepier and creepier. i feel amazingly estranged here. And everyone is growing up, and my parents are about to move. weird.
i think ill be glad to be back in austin. Back to neverland, or maybe the other way around...
i miss my old life here sort of..meh. change is cool.
speaking of which...
'J.M. Barrie's Neverland' is a movie, nearly completed, which deals with the life of the author of the Peter Pan story while he was writing it. I think he's played by Johnny Depp. Should be excellent. And it's rated PG, right now, so I have high hopes.
If there is to be a rated R take on anything having to do with Neverland...i think it would have to be me doing it, but then again...it might not be right.

the humiliation i felt, after having my buns taped together...was unreal.

love

el sol

so this is going to be my summer.
I ended well, with 2 A's, a B, and one CR (credit). I continue to make pointlessly good grades, seeing as how, apparently no one in the entire media industry gives a shit about whether or not you tried hard in college, or even if you went (in some cases). But, im a good student, and have been. Any other way is too hard to swallow. weird how some people care, and some dont. What are those dont people seeing whenever they see (school) work? I see, and have always seen consequences, like my parents getting upset with me, dissapointing my dad mostly....failure, public embarassment, etc. I remember crying over bad grades in elementary....thats some really sick shit, but i guess its getting me thru college. along with all that money that shouldn't be going to waste.
So, fear=good-grades....im just a scared little bitch, or moderately "smart," or someone who just does what they are told, however you want to look at it.

after i graduate, ill be known to the whole world as "educated." ye-ha

If you watch austin music network between 11am and 12pm on tues and thurs, thats me making the music video switches for the "classics" program.
if anyone has any requests....they have a pretty decent catalog of videos, and are willing to play anything, that isn't explicit.

who wants a ranch trip in august?

pray: motivation
prey: musicology

ok..

ok, i set the font to american typewriter....is that gonna work for everyone?

Today i start my "internship" at the, soon to tank, austin music network. I'm nervous and excited....something i dont get very often. Those two feelings combined make me act really calm. It's cool.
I've had entirely too much time to think lately...i need to get back into some projects. There may very well be a water bonhomie 3 in the works. And i got a couple other ideas for shorts.
id like to just make a feature now, if anyone wants to give me money.

ill be in katy this weekend. i cant wait to play "the game"
yes...there has been a game created, with only questions about the people i know from Katy.

engineer.

slightly new look

do you like it?
or does it look weird?
I'm using an uncommon font, so most of you are prolly getting the backup...
the posts themselves are still in regular Times i think.

its amazing the things you will do in procrastination.

some racist comments

a lot of people say reverse racism can't exist...but idunno. Today i got stiffed twice by two groups of african american women who had decided to dine at the black eyed pea today. I'd heard that black people were terrible tippers, but had never experienced it until today. And wow. For atleast an hour and a half....i did nothing but concentrate on these two terribly annoying tables. ( By annoying, i mean like "this drink is too sweet"(?) "i need extra ranch" "more bread", etc.) And in that time period a made 2 dollars.....only because one of the women within the group of 8 (4 of which were annoying little kids), i guess decided she didn't want to be cheap, so she asked for a seperate bill...and secretively tippe me two.
I appreciate that woman.

I found this quote, when searching "why blacks don't tip," and found several talkboards...

"Sup losers. Ya all think that being a bitch -oops I mean a "waiter" is like, a real fucking job? Really? Let me tell ya we niggas work hard for our donakas, we aint looking to tip your pasty white ass. Aw fuck it- I will tell yall the truth because i pity you sad fucks. We dont tip so you can see how it is to be the bitch- when my big black ass waltzes into a restaurant all you white motherfuckers are my slaves. I love making you all run back and forth getting me shit- run whitemotherfucker! run! The only time i ever tip is if i get back pennys with my change- then i leave one! "

i dont know if this helps race relations.
And im pretty sure this guy was never a slave, i guess his greatgrandparents had hard feelings....or that whole segregation thing......oh ya.

so...no hard feelings black people.

upper mgmt

the semester is ending. it's going right into what ive referrred to, my whole life, really, as the "last real summer ever." Thats pretty terrifying, i guess i should make the most of it...
I will be doing the blackeyedpea thing as well as "interning" at the Austin Music Network.....if anyone watches that actually.
Hopefully it doesn't tank here in the next couple of weeks.
Thats right, im not going back to Katy...
i will stay here.
I haven't been there for more than 40 hours, in a very long time. My mom is fairly dissappointed i will not be there for mothers' day......as am i. I shook myself up a lot the other day by concentrating on the fact that my mom and dad will die in the next 20 or 30 years.....and also i was thinking about Daren's dad dying, for some reason i think that would affect me alot too. Idunno....death is weird. I haven't been affected by it seriously. Jesus is cool though, so i find comfort.

this would be really nice.
if you win that because of me....you should atleast let me have the monitor...or fcp.........or the computer. i also like to touch.