Its been a year since my last live rock show...

odd sleeping habits lately...its late now though. Nothing to do....there is war on television, but im not interested today. My feelings on the war have been fairly neutral...now my main prayer is that there is a swift end and less death for all. I cannot support anti-war, but i cannot support people supporting massive death on people. I would say...i am 'for war' but not 'pro war.' Im full of middle-of-the-road diplomatic bullshit........i guess it just all goes back to israel.
In spite of world turmoil, my own personal turmoil has not been too bad, aside from my recent sinus infection...Today i began reading again for school which seemed productive although i have alot to catch up on. During my lunch hour, there was a steel-drum group from a local high school playing on the west mall, which made my tacos all that much more enjoyable. I like steel drums....there should be more steel drum bands....i guess........maybe not.
I discovered that doug stanhope will in fact not be performing in austin in april, nor is there a later date for his appearance....i am crushed.
Lethargy.......eww......must shed this skin.

Ive been compiling another cd......and memories flood with old music....
time goes by about two and half times faster when you are in college as compared the the previous 18 years of (my) life....or perhaps its more like a suspension of time post-graduation. I guess im still in a feeble beginning to the 2nd 3rd of my life...and with a faint heart.

daren and mike are supposed to come down this weekend....and hopefully i will wrap up my vampire movie filming.....and "party til i puke."


whats the better song....missy elliot's "work it" or "gossip folks" ?????!

new earth has become a repugnant place

last night....me and some cohorts of mine invested in what is commonly refered to as a beer bong. The effects were devastating for some, but positive for most. The devastation i speak of....well....its actually one of the most putrid and vile things ive ever witnessed....that can still maintain its humor....
no names will be mentioned....for all you know it could be me...but
last night...after several shots of jimbeam, and then followed by many more bonging of beers....a friend of mine decided to pass out. This is standard after drinking....yes, that is true. however, this particular evening...this particular person was completely "throwed" and began to have some rumblings in the bowels....
instead of finding a commode....the person at play...decided to make do with the floor.....
he rolled over onto the floor and vomited....then laid his face in his own vomit......
then...the next thing.....this particular "human being" pulled his pants halfway down...and took a shit on the floor in this same position located on the floor amidst massive amounts of vomit.....
when we discovered the mess....a piece of shit, mid-shit, had haulted inbetween his harry loins/ASSHOLE

with the harry penis, shit piles, vomit pools, and the repugnant piece of life amidst it all.......it was enough to make me gag.
i did not record it with my videocamera......because.....i, joseph graham, was too repulsed....

now for some fat kid jokes...i saw this in the funny UT paper called "the travesty".....

"STAYING HEALTHY IS AWESOME: mommy and daddy dont want fat kiddies, so remember to watch your weight! If you get too big, your parents will have to put you in a box with alligators and snakes and bury you until you lose the pounds! Here are some super-fun tips to tell if you're getting too fat:
-if your mommy and daddy fight, theyre fighting about how fat you are!
-if dogs bark at you, its because theyre hungry for your fatty fat!
-if you mom tells you to do your homework, she's probably just tired of looking at you and your big fatness!
-if you cant do something perfectly the first time you try it, youre too fat!
-if if you like ice cream, you are defitnitely too fat!
-if your parents are divorced, dont worry --its not because youre too fat. Its because you're too ugly and they never really wanted you anyway.
-if you like to stay up past your bedtime, its prolly because youre thinking about eating! Knock it off, faggot!"

i thought it was funny :-()

pushing little children

it happened...
i popped back into a 'rock' state of mind!
i haven't had an urge to listen to hip hop or anything else really, in over three days. its weird...i think its because ive just been so god foresaken angry, at various things happening all around me and it made me snap like a twig....perhaps a metal twig....if you will.
actually...a friend asked me to create a collection of the hardest music i knew of, apparentyl to drive drunk to (jk)....but i think i was so willing to actually do it because of what i previously mentioned...

today i went to eat at a small mexican restaurant where no one speaks english really......i wasn't that impressed by what they concocted. The chicken on my gordita had alot of skin still on it. that along with the strange texture of the beans ruined it. I finished the majority of it...hoping it would get better, but it never proved so....i left unhappy. But they do serve minors alcohol because the waitresses are prolly not taught to. its a strain on there low communication skills i guess....

im working on a vampire comedy....should be funny if me and my partners in crime can work together and create efficiently.
spring break in a few days...

this is kind of a lame post, and i need to study.