blogger isn;t publishing

so im going to post again...it feels like its been an hour....but its more like 15 minutes.
im not going to lie, im developing some minor insomnia tendencies. It runs (or perhaps walks slowly) thorugh my blood, my mother was a hard core insomniac. I think it was my father being a "cheata" she suddenly became unable to sleep....then again after her father dying in a sudden car accident, after his somewhat carefree life as a pothead-drunk....there are several unmentionable phases he went through between those two stages of his life but the subject is me here. This week has started off on a stale foot. i have only managed to get 5 hours of sleep in 50+ hours. Granted its not as bad as 2 or 3....but still....its affecting not only my brain, but my viage. The wear and tear of actual life is apparent on my face. I watched two nearly back to back episodes of friends yesterday, and was noticing how much younger looking the cast was in the begining compared to now. Although they are into there 30s...as i stared at my idiot box(tv) i could feel the bags under my eyes gaining weight and my dried lips cracking in a bloody pain...and couldn;t help but compare my 'old' pains to theirs'.
But!...sexually......im in my prime......and the male gendered castmates are not!
surround me in that aural pleasure.