all is well in toyland

im going to stop apologizing for not updating because i would manipulating myself....and lying to you.
and i wouldn't want to lie to my humble fanbase.......anyways though......yesterday i finished up this semester of school. I am relieved and saddened and relieved. I think i actually enjoyed my clases this semester and hate to see them go.....I tend to become much more interested in them around finals time (when i actually have to learn about each subject).......with special emphasis on history...1865 to present............its a very interesting time period....perhaps the most eventful and progressive.....compared the the less than interesting modern times.....My profersor for said history class, whom i loathed most of the semester, put alot of emphasis on pop culture and media........which is my mantra.......so she has left her mark on me.......
i find myself watching Turner Classic Movies a lot more often, and watching it with a keen eye for that time periods happenings...........something i think ive always wanted to do and now can!.....
hmm
im going to purchase kool keith tickets today for tomorrows show at the Jazz club....
it will be great......perhaps i will "review" it as best i can before a party favor ends up in my hand and down my throat.......(booze)

this coming tuesday.....i will venture out to my grandmothers ranch/ hill country, in an attempt to have a fun and relaxing vacation with 12 other people whom i enjoy. I did this for new years last year.....with a slightly different sect of people......i will not be looking to recreate the fun had a year ago....but will search for a new kind of fun, from this new mix of people.......

christmas is coming......i will be recieving cash.....and am going to start a savings account dedicated to purchasing film equipment.......
i am becoming an adult i suppose.....and that is fine by me

congratulations to everyone i know..........because everyone i know seems to be doing something impressive lately.......go you...all


now...........for the big finale............


i am about to show you the most disgusting thing ive seen in around 2 years..........
this is not for girls to look at..........only strong men.........






sorry to dissappoint you if youve already seen this.........fag