masturbating at forty below

how about a movie about a guy who grows a split personality that is a female.......struggles with this.......gives into it and becomes a homosexual......after much psychiatry.....gets a sex change.........later founds out he has been possessed.......and then journeys to find an exorcist....who, rather than kills him, fucks him.......the he/she then returns home.....and cuts off vagina and breasts.........and becomes a famous author........
coldplay.....the group. I worked their "rock show" tonight.....and wasn;t completely disgruntled by the whole thing. They have a few really cool songs with some interesting musical crescendos (to pick out a specific detail), and also just some overall professional talent. But, then i realized, man this band is almost exactly like U2 with a spice of radiohead and maybe a hint of dave matthews.....which are bands that may have large followings....but i am just not down for. Actually they just remind me of radiohead, without the excess of experimentation/selfconsciousness/gay.......
All of there music is very much "drive" music.......music that is going somewhere or maybe music thats only good when driving in a car, not in traffic......or maybe they remind me of, in a movie, when someone looks at their ominous surroundings....something you would hear while that happens.....if you can visualize that.
Oh i should mention too that one thing surprised me. It was this group called mosseiley, that was opening for the opening band from Tyler Tx, consisting of 3 sisters, their brother, and a friend named jon.................the eldest of which was 20......and i didn;t think they were terrible....although the sound was not near the maturity of coldplays' polished sound..........but surprising none the less.................very indy
Later, after visiting their website (mosseisley.com) i found that they are kinda christiany/cs lewis readers/family people.....which is cool i guess....since they didn;t completely lick my ass as most christian bands do.........so maybe they will grow to be something more than a conglomerite of indy sounding holy-roller noise.......and be cooooool

some girl offered me oral sex for a better seat at the concert......i said no......jenny should be happy.....i guess
some kids were smoking pot in front of me.......i did not stop them......later i was told to keep an eye on them because they were smoking pot by an older woman.......so i watched them smoke pot the whole concert....
Another guy offered me a cup of beer.......but one beer is not cool.......considering the risk involved while "on the job" at the frank erwin arena.......

after this semester or maybe next......i think i could drop out of school to start getting into the film business (excluding the opening statement of this blog).......but i think i like the security of school......and will stay until i get my degree.............

Beef- anti-marijuana commercials during superbowl......esp. the one with the 10 year old girl getting pregnant because of smoking weed......how ridiculous
- DW griffith......the most influential filmmaker of the 20th century.....was also the most popular biggot of his time.......film has been an dangerous media since its inception.......
- why cant i get my archives to come up anymore?


ooh ya! And the Olsen Twins are going to Texas A&M University fall 2003!
everyone will be wanting to gig 'em.....