all ive got is insane

this is last day before i turn 21. Im hoping that tomorrow people aren't finding me passed out in the bathroom of a bar downtown singing throaty versions of nancy sinatra songs or something, in my own vomit, but hey...if it happens, ill be there. The only time i really ever came close to that was after shooting a bunch of schnapps and then one delicious shot of everclear, which left me sweaty and hallucinagenic with my head on a toilet seat in my dorm's community bathroom. you remember, you were there. i cant imagine getting that drunk in public, but i suppose thats what im to do. meh
im also relapsing into some slipknot right now, so maybe ill get wasted and beat the shit out of someone? or vice versa, which would be cool too, unless i lose teeth.

but on a serious note, i guess this is the last day of true youth. although i feel like im still 14, today.

since your body supposedly replaces every cell in your body every 7 years, tomorrow will be my 4th self...we will see how much this body can put up with because i imagine the next 7 years being the most stressful. Finding your place in the world's workplace, i imagine to be quite shitty.
but anyways...can't think about shit like that....just enjoy everyday right?


everyone should go out and rent 'club dread' immediately

you are all fucked and overrated, i think im going to be sick and it's your fault.