missing the point

Not much to say.
I've been reading a lot of internet philosphers the past few days.
http://maverickphilosopher.blogspot.com/
that guy is pretty interesting. I had been seeking out some intelligent sounding conservative writing, and actually found it!Politically, I feel sparked a bit recently...just like everyone else i guess. I remain somewhere outside of either party, and outside the terms liberal and conservative. I think. Judging myself has never been a skill of mine, only others.
It's just that, living in austin, I'm surrounded by liberal people some of which can express cohesive thoughts about their views, and I'm a sucker for eloquent speech...so envious.
But i need to balance it out....I know the other half of the country isn't as stupid as liberals would have me believe, its not possible is it? I would say their is an even percentage of stupids on both sides. (now im paraphrasing, sorry)
Getting another point of view was imperative.

But then again, why does it fucking matter.
I love God. But I loath thinking about God........
I can't stop doing it for about an hour everyday though.
I can't stop imagining how painful the last breath I take on earth will be. And then how different the next one will be.
I can't stop masturbating.
I can't stop chipping my tooth on a tuna sandwhich.