4.30.2005

dream theatre



i had this weird dream. Every so often, in real life, i say an aloud prayer in front of people. I hate doing this. I dont know why, but theres something really private about praying, and it just feels wrong.

But i had this dream, in which i was praying in front of my parents and family pre-feeding. Im hating it as per usual. Suddenly i pause mid-prayer. I can hear shuffling amongst the crowd, as this i imagine is off putting seeing as how people gotta eat. I suddenly start screaming at the top of my lungs. i say something like "God...thank you for Jesus for making this FUCKING SHITTY ASS CROCK OF SHIT PIECE OF SHIT WORLD DOWN TRODDEN SHITTY ASS PLANET THAT SUCKS COCK AND VOMIT AND IS COVERED WITH PIECE OF SHIT PEOPLE (it went on forever)...bareable."

Then everyone started vomitting everywhere, while my parents stood looking at me.
Thats all i can remember.

I woke up with the urge to listen to Beck. but haven't.




They say NASCAR in garden state.....

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