dead and undead

Al Lewis died. I really liked the Munsters when I was a kid, so im actually kinda sad, despite not really enjoying the show anymore. People I looked up to, mimicked, and have been inspired by are dying every week. I suppose i will get used to it soon enough.
All this adult shit bores me.

I had this terrible dream. I actually went to hell. And it wasn't like toonish or full of metal music or anything stereotypical of pop-cultures comedic depictions of a hell.
It was basically just fire, as described in some books of the bible, combined with a never ending feeling of falling and burning....I woke up terribly spooked, and, as i do a few times a month, woke up not knowing who i am or what is real, which I think means im losing my mind earlier than others, but i just like to think im unique for atleast one little reason. Damn not knowing all the knowable....drives me nuts sometimes.

If you've ever had this type of dream (of going to hell) id love to hear some more about it.

I also had this weird dream about getting a very small tribal monkey tattoo on my upperlip, but slightly off center. In the dream i had asked for a cartoon curious-george type tattoo on my chest or something, which is fairly ridiculous too. After thinking about it, the lip tattoo has to be the worst tattoo idea ive ever heard.....short of tattooing your whole face a solid color......but that might even be less annoying to me than an off center tribal monkey tattoo on your upperlip. In the dream i was fretting over not being able to get a job like this (ha!) but then i justified it by creating a reality where luis had a bunch of chinese words written on his forehead, and maybe an outline of tennessee on there as well.....not sure....but he had a job still.


damn im odd
anyone i know interested in the stock market? oh wait i have no money.