you can have it if you want it

fuck it was a lousy day at work...a-many-a-people got pissed off at me on the phone...due to most of the important people in the office never returning phone callls....and then i had to staple resume's and stick addresses to envelopes...
my mother said "mondays are monstruous" and i admire her alliteration there...
i have such "ennui" (on-wee)
umm...sorry for saying anything religious yesterday....well....not really sorry....more like pardon me...
i can physically or maybe aurally feel that ive dulled my since of hearing a bit over the last year......yesterday i turned on the stereo in my room and placed it on my marked "good spot" for listening while attempting sleep.....and i coudln't hear it as well, barely at all....and had to move it up a bit....oh well
i know tooooo many stoners.....and too many stones....it sux

life after high school is funny and sad at the sametime.....
which poses a question in my head....
some say....smarter people can asess life and see it as a comedy, and unintelligent people cant and they see it as a tragedy.......BUT!
also....some say smarter people see the details and frustrations of life and tend to be more depressed because of it....and dumb people tend to be happier because they dont worry about details and frustrations....

so which is it???
i must know or i will implode and fall down

ok...i gotta go let jenny buy me a present somewhere....