epiphany or afflatus, what will i choose?

i came to blogger and couldn;t resist making a post...
::sigh:: (i actually just sighed) Im rather tired, you see....i just back from watching one of the more fucked up movies in the world ("Natural Born Killers")....its a terrible tale of two serial killers' lives as 'naturalists' as they, in some fashion, claim to be.....idunno....the whole point of the fucking thing is to pick at the media and claim that we as humans are still animals and murder is in all speices nature...therefore, murder is 'okay' and the only reason its bad is because of media....
At first, but only at first, i was thinking "this is dumb what about the bible, its chalk full of morales scolding murderous foes" but then i swiftly realized....duh shithead....the bible is media.......and was again amazed at this films tact and overall contempt for media
elliot is wrong...film, in its best most untrickiest form, is not a waste of time....i advise everyone to rent more often
{::watches a tiny bug suck/bite/clean its ass on my desk for a few moments::}
Today i ran to galveston/lake jackson (a beach somewhere,whatever)....and back.....in a car......or really a caravan including joannas car (cokehead), mikes car (luminator) and my own (mrs glass)....
due to josh gordons shitty directions, and the overlapping apathy for time, that stoners hold in their hearts.....it took us about 3 hours to get there. This didn't anger me though....
Beaches are usually very disagreeable with me....but this time i had a pretty good time, despite the salty/sweaty/sticky/poverty feeling i get by being there...whats the deal with me having good days? does this mean im gay??
The only thing that may have tainted it, besides the swarming of violent preWNV misquitos feasting upon my newly sanded skin, was all the substance abuse....and then a certain ribald getting rather pissed when we all told him he was too fucked up to drive....(i guess he was embarassed...or just drunk/high)
Fuck drunk people thinking they are in control no matter what you tell them....it makes it so much harder to be that gooood friend, that doesn;t let your friends drink and drive.....
all drunkies should thank me....in worldy unison....
needless to say....no one died....

there are way too many "...." (elipsis's) in this damn late night post..................

again....let me go now....go to innisfree....