opuesto de bien

i hate going to bed mentally starved...
this katy trrip has been oddly timed, as i have learned of more episodic cociane use amongst people which is always disheartening...its probably not as bad as my informant made it seem, but still....anytime anyone is concerned with a drug of this nature it is bad.
Also my sister was arrested (but not 'booked') for underage drinking tonight...she lied to my parents saying she was going to see a great movie called daredevil, but instead caught a ride with some older sick individuals with cocks...and went to an unknown little field somewhere in the heart of katy. I think these guys may have been older than me....which is fucking sick. My sister could be completely ignorant to her mind.
Apparently shes done this before, but a katy cop (which ironicly is probably pictured in the previous post) picked up on the fresh smell of bad teens....and unearthed their little caper in the woods.
I didn't stick around for the aftermath, of her being picked up by my parents and what not......but i should have
instead i went and watched daredevil...as my sister probably wish she had done....
the second time was surprisingly alot alot better......i dont know if it was that i picked up on alot more things....or wasn't distracted by the large crowd, the annoying person that sat next to me, that bright light shining in the corner of my eyes from the stepping stairs, or jenny having to let me know that certain comic-fantasy aspects are "ridiculous"..........idunno.....but it made me want to see it once more, again!

eric v had a hotel party.....it was very lame........perhaps the saddest party ive ever seen in katy.....but i kept my feelings inside and was able to make the best of it. Couldn't drink though #1 because i drove #2 because my sister got arrested and wouldnt want it to be a double wammy for my rents #3 i want to stop drinking more than once a week...or atleast drinking 'too much' more than once a week. Also found out michael waguespack is going to be in jail soon....probably until the summer. That along with the horrible scabs on his face, which he attained through being beligerantly drunk....made our conversation seem so sad.....adding to the overall mood of the "party"

the end of the night consisted of me, daren, mike, and joanna....watching the simpsons 300th episode and discussing existence in comparison to powerhouse
so the night ended suprisingly well.....

but something is tainting the 'now'
and it feels kinda good