burning/annoying questions

this past weekend i worked...outside....and i got severely sun-burnt. Today...i am peeling alot, and scabs have formed over blisters on my nose and forehead. Im in the library now, and rubbing my fingers over my face creates alot of snow. I wonder if others are noticing around me. Surely some stalker is stalking and has seen this regular old man winter in he flesh.
But seriously...just as my face is falling off, times are turbulent. Decisions must be made for the ever rapidly approaching future. Should I write this paper? Should I write this speech in spanish? should i finish this film? should i work? can i write? hopefully yes to everything, time permitting. along with these own personal troubles....the country troubles. Should i support a war? does it even matter? when is gas going down?
Things will slow down once the summer has been properly setup. Then i get to make easy decisions. Should I go to redhotchili peppers? warped tour? summer sanitarium? lollapalooza? Will I buy the 311 album, the deftones album, the metallica album on the first day of their release? or will i wait?
the battle is mostly being determined now....
i wish i would get an internship...but i fear things dont look good for me.....it would give me a great excuse not to return to katy for the summer. But maybe i should go home....free meals, toilet paper, cleaning, cable, internet, close proximity of friends....and consequently drugs. The easy/lazy road is always tempting.

some guy is staring at my pile of dead skin ive made....i must retreat now.