my faith is all mine, but the rest of me is yours

so all the hope i had for my vampire film being shown at a contest has pretty much been laid to rest. Which makes me feel fairly anti-austin liberal film fucks. It sparks a flame in me, that wants to go into the film industry and create something different. Something rough, and offensive....yet commercially viable to middle americans. That....as it turns out...is my dream.....possibly my purpose in life. Maybe it has always been that....but without that "commercially viable" attached to the end of it. But it is probably impossible....but i think its something to aspire to. Otherwise...i am fairly satisfied with my work. The editing is a bit rushed...but the content is what counts...and the content is funny. And if you dont think it is, you have no sense of humor, and fuck you. But anyways...i have an interview with the giant radio tycoon, Clear Channel Communications, for a temp promotional job...i prolly wont get it, because i dont meet some of their schedule needs....but whatever....
Some good news though...i get to meet some industry (film) people this weekend....including robert forster, terrance malick, and some other poeple that are unknown to most. Also.....VERTICAL HORIZON (the band) will be playing a FREE concert on campus saturday! so that will be grrreat....if i go....which i definitely wont....unless im severely drunk.But something really interesting is happening in the coming months dealing with all these summer releases....we kick it off with a new deftones album (selftitled) which seems promising, also...in june...a new zebrahead album will be released named 'Mutha Fuckin Zebrahead Bitch' (mfzb)...and with a title as bold as that, how can it be bad? Then in july....a new 311 album....called 'Evolver.' Does that make everyone want to go outside next to your street and blow a fat load on a car as it passes by? because it makes me want to. Ill be attending a zebrahead concert late may....and then warped tour in july...mostly to see Andrew wk and rancid. Reminds me alot of the summer between junior and senior year in high school. Oh ya....and a metallica album is coming out...but it will prolly be overrated...and the cover art seems very nu-metal to me.

one more note....ill be in attendance at the Yanni show sunday. Go yanni and VERTICAL HORIZON!